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a hedgehog's dilemma

by 44.caliberloveletter

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1.
die, die, die die, die, die oh these streets where we build our lives and dreams will forever belong to us these fascists will never be a part no matter how they come uniform, boots nor suits to protect ourselves and our loved ones antifascism is self defence stand united never back down arms in arms these streets are ours
2.
my hopes and dreams have gone to shit a wasted life i wish I never started this it’s sickening how everything can be given and taken away from me so abruptly it wasn’t supposed to end like this this isn’t how I expected it all would come to an end i will never have something like this ever again
3.
flowers 01:39
i fear I will lose you I don’t want to see you go yet I know that day will come and when it is here i will hold on to you i will keep your memory alive and i will miss you so fucking much don’t go please stay don’t die stay alive
4.
abrupt decay 01:06
we are two flowers in decay we have five petals left will we die? you’ll be all right. you’re strong. i know you’ll be okay because I like you and you can’t like someone who doesn’t like themself the people I fear for are the ones who I don’t like because they hate themselves so much they won’t let anyone else like them either but I do like you i do like you i’ll miss you and I know you'll be ok
5.
this vow, this unbreakable vow this promise that i’ve made to myself straight edge, more than a set of rules what guides me through this life sober living, a fucking lifestyle what guides me i was once lost couldn’t see anything i was so lost i couldn't see clearly but someone reached out showed me the way i am no longer lost i am true til death the firestorm came but i remained forever true forever true (x2) the firestorm came but i remained x my hands x my hands
6.
med båda händer låt oss skydda det vackraste vi har med ett leende låt oss kämpa för det vi har emoviolence crew vi är här 2019, ung o glad TROCAxCREW SHOOT ME!! WITH A!!! 44.CALLIBER BREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAUUURHGGGHHHHHHHH BREEEEE BRREEEEEE OOOOOOORRRRRRRRGGGGGGG
7.
with wings on our backs and halos on our heads we will meet again even if I was doomed and sinbound i am ready for... so im never coming back never coming back my wings have spread despite them being black don’t cry for me cut cut cut the bullshit i am truly happy i swear i am and even if i have to leave my old life behind me i believe this will make the nightmares stop and in the end i met someone like me and you helped me realise who i truly am im no longer suffocating behind these unbreakable walls i cracked out the shell spread out my wings and in true beauty i will fly even though i thought the day would never come i stare at it face to face i dont fear it anymore and now my moment has come my day of flight and if in your eyes im dead i feel like im finally alive this is the last you will see of me you can’t stop me now i am finally free
8.
alla al fondo esta la muerte pero yo no tengo miedo cadena de rosas, infierno florido el miedo derrumba las ancoras cada cosa que pudo alcanzarse y fue olvidada alla al fondo esta la muerte comprendemos que ya no importa

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thanks hannes heed for recording
thanks jack smith for mixing

vox and guitar: evelyn "edgevelyn" cisternas
bass: camilo "SLAMILO" cisternas
drums: erik motherfucking nelsson

about damn time 44.caliberloveletter releases their first record right?? two years since their demo... this album contains all the songs from the demo rewritten and some other new songs too. hope you all fuck with this because we certainly do. unbreakable vow is the first straight edge screamo song ever apparently, so we are extra proud of that one!!

lyrics for abrupt decay stolen from Sarah Kane's 4.48 Psychosis
"las miradas.."lyrics stolen and rearranged from Julio Cortázar's poem "Como Darle Cuerda A Un Reloj".

TA SHOUTOUT LIST:
stockholm straight edge
copenhagen straight edge
luna <3 (and her delicious lasagne)
setsuko
enzo
mauri
øøø
the absolute fucking legend, xGUILLAUMEx
hatsune motherfuckin miku
marya
valerie
julian (king)
tobias backman
emily
jonna
karl from earth crisis
hideaki anno
alex mts
satoshi kon
yoshitoshi aBe
sarah kane
julio cortázar
trocaXcrew goons
bladee
thaiboy digital
ecco2k
SBU crew
straight edge
SUF
kid feral
prescriptiondeath
existence
everyone who has dealt with our shitty fb memes
everyone we didn't mention but you know who you are


xSTAY TRUEx

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released February 9, 2020

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